qian loves you too (:
Saturday, 15 May 2010
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i think...
our class has reached a stage where bitchy has turned into scary.
class isn't just a place for learning. it is a place to scheme and to manipulate. and i don't want to be a part of it because i am scared i will turn into one of you.
i am hurt because you trust too much and ignore my warnings too easily. i hope retribution comes and bites you on your butt then you'll see what i'm talking about.
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
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zumreed or audio technica???????? dilemmaaaaaaa
Monday, 15 February 2010
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omgggg gmarket is evil shit )):
whoohoo, i updated =D
Monday, 04 January 2010
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omg, i've been living like a caveman for ages, i haven't blogged in i don't know, months ah?
anyway, the point is life sucks la seriously. zzz. if being human is so hard, i'd rather just not exist. wah lao, people demanding you this, demanding you that, blaming you this, blaming you that, even if you're mother theresa you'll also be angry can. and the worst thing is i have to pretend to want to do what people want me to do and be happy when people are saying mean stuff about me. i know i sound quite like a whiny hypocritical bitch right now but if people ask you to do shit they no one wants to do, you'll be happy is it? then you jesus already la!
i've overcome so many obstacles this year, just thinking about it makes me want to cry (not literally lah, you think i got so weak not?) but anyway, what's done is done and i can't wait for 2010 to be over too because i think by then my live would have hit rock bottom i don't know how many times that i'll have no feeling to whatever comes my way. i'll be like zen. like yoda.
anyway, just wanted to thank zy and lj for being a big big big emotional support through the biggest obstacle in my life. and though both of you couldn't do much, it was nice to know you were there.
ok yay, i need to go and bathe but anyway, my one and only new years resolution: i want to be happy and be genuinely nice to people.
Monday, 21 September 2009
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zzz
can't stand it that so many people are into kpop now just because of wonder girls nobody and boys over flowers.
kpop is so much better than just boys over flowers.
Saturday, 22 August 2009
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zzz.
i'm getting increasingly irritated with everything and anything. should just quit school.
Friday, 21 August 2009
Thursday, 06 August 2009
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omg
m is crazy, she expects me to be doing maths 24/7 even though i had 3 hours of maths in school today. bloody stressful week and she doesn't want to let me rest, not even for one night. she doesn't realise that i think her teaching methods are absolutely, 100%, useless.
she wasted an hour of my life the other day telling me what parabolas were when i had a curve sketching test the next day. totally redundent. she thinks i'm an idiot with no iq and knows absolutely nothing about maths. if i needed your help, i'd ask for it. it's time you woke up and realised that i know more than you think i do. did you ever wonder why i didn't take physics (besides the fact i hated it)? it's because i'd knew you'd force yourself onto me to "tutor" me
i have maths phobia. should have never taken the bloody subject so that you'll piss off and can't teach me no shit.
no matter how good a teacher you think you are, i'm sorry that i have to disappoint you because you suck as a teacher. sometimes i can't help but think the great heroic story about how you changed a girl's life by giving her tuition is a total lie.
Sunday, 26 July 2009
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why i dislike my m.
1) "why you always compare yourself to the worst? you must compare yourself to the best!" and i was telling her on average how our class did.
2) "you better buck up ah!" by telling me to buckup, you are insinuating that i didn't study. bloody hell, you aren't even home to know whether i study or not.
3) "i never say you never study, you just never study properly!" and 2 seconds later she goes, "YOU BETTER STUDY AH I'M TELLING YOU!" in her super high, whiny, screechy voice.
4) "you don't need maths tuition because i can teach you!" have you realised that i've stopped asking you how to do maths after sec 2? it's because i don't understand what the hell you're talking about.
5) "you are not one of those smart people so you must study!" so you're saying i'm stupid lah? damn encouraging.
and the list goes on.
but the reason i'm quite pissed now is because you are making assumptions about me based on what you think teenagers in singapore are: lazy people who like to lie. by slapping that sterotype on me, do you think it makes you sound any greater or wiser? do you know me well enough to make claims that i don't study?
i'm sorry i'm not gifted with brains the capacity and ability 3 times of einstein's. i'm sorry i came out a failure of a daughter whom you cannot be proud of solely because i'm not a 10 A1 scoring genius with an iq of 1 million. i'm sorry i cannot make you feel any better about your awesome life by achieving better results than your colleague's friends whom i don't even know. and lastly, i'm sorry i'm not a "perfect" you. but in all due honesty, one of you is more than enough.
another thing, "you are so fat! when i was your age... not so many pimples... tell you to eat cucumber you don't want..." does it make you feel any better than 30 years ago you were chioer, skinnier, had nicer skin than me? are you trying to feel that little bit better about yourself now? "now i fat, because last time some fat person transfer blood to me that's why i gain weight." because as wonderful as you want to sound, you are doing nothing more than finding excuses for yourself.
one last thing, respect is not granted based on age alone but earned when it is deserved.
Saturday, 25 July 2009
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ignore the previous post
cause i freaking passed my grade 8 piano exam =DDDDDD when mrs cheong texted me, i thought she just wanted to remind me to come on time. hahahaha omg, too happy already. but i just realised something. if i played normally, i could have gotten a distinction. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh wells, doesn't really matter because NO MORE SCALES AND SET PIECES WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
after 11 years of piano playing, i've finally reaped the fruits of my labour.
anyway, i take it back when i said all female piano examiners are bitchy and mean because this joy (add in angmoh surname here) is damn nice!
p.s: zhe zhe, your turn is coming soon!
youloveqian
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- Name: qian
- Member Since: 1/16/2009
About Me
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provided you know me, i laugh loudly, speak retardedly and jump around a lot. i'm a nice person, really. honestly speaking, cedar is the best thing that has ever happened to me. <3, your new best friend
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